“Suddenly, from Ur Kasdim / the Father of Multitudes
Shined forth like a star / to illuminate the darkness.You deferred Your anger / When you surveyed his deeds."(Poem for Yom Kippur Avodah service, 7th Century)
As the children of Abraham continue to find themselves
killing eachother this week, from his birth place in Ur Kasdim, through his
chosen home Beer Sheva and all the way to his final rest place in Hevron; as
droves of his children are forced leave their homeland, making their way to
Europe in tents and encountering his other children in their steady homes; I’m
asking myself what it means to be a child of Abraham in our generation.
Meir Pichadze, Georgia-Israel |
Many Abrahams
Tell me who your Abraham is and I’ll tell you what kind of Jew
you are. Or Christian, or Muslim…
Is your Abraham the knight of faith, who binds rationality
and morality on the altar of God’s love? Is your Abraham (and Sarah!) the
generous host of a tent open to all four corners of the world, or the aged traveler
who has taken upon himself to wash the feet of all weary travelers? Perhaps
your Abraham is Maimonides’ Socratic philosopher, seeking the truth until he
finds the One God? Or is he the moral prophetic voice who was chosen in order
to “teach his children… paths of justice and compassion”? Is your Abraham the blinded visionary, manipulated by competing
loves to wives, God and children? Or is Abraham the meticulous Halakhic man,
who intuited Jewish law long before the Torah was given at Sinai?
Like Alexander the Great’s empire, Abraham’s legacy is too
great to be inherited by any one person or position. It is forever divvied up
into competing lands. God’s name for him has proven true: Abraham is not just
Av-Ram (Great Father), but Av-RaHam - אב המון גויים – the father of a multitude of nations. Indeed, in his personality and lore
he himself is multitudes. The gift of the Hebrew vowel, ה"א, in his
name is the gift of multitudity (new word?). Perhaps we all are multitudes, we
simply haven’t been given as many tests (opportunities) as Grandpe Abe to allow
our multitudes to shine.
In Me’a Shearim one can buy children’s books about Abraham
according to your Ultra Orthodox sect. In one Abraham is dressed as a
Lithuanian yeshiva student, in another he dons the garb of a devout Hassid. In
the PJ Library version he looks somewhat suburban (somewhat less popular in Me’a
Shearim). One can scoff at the anachronisms of Abraham’s portrayal, but I
believe being Jewish means telling about myself a story that begins with
Abraham, and that portrays my life values and dilemmas as illuminated by Abraham
and Sarah’s lives (and, like real family, without covering their blemishes
either). Retelling our parent’s stories as a way of uncovering our own.
The great thing about Abraham’s story is, it has no clear
beginning. No one knows what caused God to appear to him one day and command: Lech
Lecha, “go forth”, or “go to yourself” as the Zohar reads literally. Is
this proof that God’s grace is random, falling on a person without prior
warning, as Paul described it. Or is there a backstory that the Torah leaves
out, leaving us to imagine, retell, fabricate – and through the work of midrash
to weave ourselves into the fabric of Torah.
Human Darkness
Thank God, the Torah does not begin with Abraham. Our story
begins with the birth of the world, and of humanity, and while this week we
begin zooming in to the narrow story of Abraham’s family, a Jewish posture in
the world must always be rooted in the larger human story. The sad news is the
early chapters of Genesis reveal humanity in our bleakest vulnerability and
violence.
In this reading, I’ll be following a 7th century
Hebrew poem, called “You Established,” אתה כוננת.
The poem, which is included at the bottom, is repeated today in the Sephardic Avodah
service for Yom Kippur.
You established the world
from the beginningYou founded the earth
and formed creatures. […]But they broke the yoke
and said to God “Go Away!”Then You took away your hand
and they withered instantly like grass.
From Adam to Cain, from
Nimrod to Noah’s generation, humanity breaks away from God and his word,
breaking the yoke and yelling: “Go away!” I used to read this as a moralistic
tale telling me that I as a Son of Adam am weak and insubordinate – and must therefore
bend my will to my teacher and whatever book of religious law she was making me
feel guilty for not keeping. But hidden among the lines of the narrative is an
opposite reading of the story. Yes, human beings ARE prone to violence and
insubordination, but God was complicit here. When they yelled “Go away!, he
indeed left them. “You took
away your hand / and they withered instantly like grass.”
Human and Soil: Adam and Adamah
For ten
generation, from Adam to Noah, the soil is damned and infertile. Apres deluge God declares: “I
will never curse the soil again on humankind’s account; since what the human
heart forms is evil from its youth.” The soil is freed from paying the
price for Humanity’s mistakes (until the industrial revolution, I guess) and
Noah becomes the “first man of the soil”. Grapes grow for the first time since
Eden, but God does not return to humanity. Like a parent livid with his
children’s behavior, God decides to stop tearing the house down on their
account, but never calls them again. No one really expects human beings to behave
otherwise, so what good would consequences have. “Go away, you say? Fine!” And
so for another ten generation, a god-less world.
It could have remained that way forever, until –
Suddenly, from Ur Kasdim / The Father of multitudes
Shined forth like a star/ to illuminate in the darkness.יָחִיד אַב הֲמוֹן פִּתְאֹם כְּכוֹכָבזָרַח מֵאוּר כַּשְׂדִּים לְהָאִיר בַּחשֶׁךְכַּעַסְךָ הֵפַרְתָּ בְּשׁוּרְךָ פָעֳלוֹ
What did Avraham do that was so sudden, so illuminating? How was this star
born, and what light did he bring forth? The Torah never tells us. We’re left
to our own midrashic devices – smashing idols, philosophizing in the marketplace,
generously hosting, fervently believing, building a powerful couplehood with
Sarah despite barrenness, or perhaps going on the journey even before being
called to do so.
Whatever it is, it got God to pay attention. You deferred Your anger when
you surveyed his deeds. We don’t know if Avraham was even trying to get God’s
attention. I’d like to believe he was just doing it in order to illuminate the darkness
he found himself living in. That’s how starts usually begin to glow. Whatever
it was, it soothed God’s anger. It allowed God to believe in human beings once
again.
Here then is a vision for Abrahamic religion: shaping people and
communities that inspire God to believe in human beings anew. How far we are
from this vision. Being a child of Avraham is acting in a way that gets God to
believe in us again. Being Avraham’s child is acting in a way that gets human
beings to believe in themselves again. Not waiting for God’s cues, or anyone
else’s for that matter. Simply taking action and alleviating the darkness, the
dryness. From Ur Kasdim to Beer Sheva, from Jerusalem to California.
Shabbat Shalom,
Mishael
You
established
the world from the beginning
You
founded the earth and formed creatures.
When
you surveyed the world of chaos and confusion
You
banished gloom and put light in its place.
You
formed from the earth a lump of soil in Your image
And commanded
him concerning the tree of life
He
forsook Your word and he was forsaked from Eden
But You
did not destroy him for the sake of the work of Your hands.
You
increased his fruit and blessed his seed
And let
them flourish in Your goodness and live in quiet.
But
they broke the yoke
and
said to God “Go Away!”
Then
You took away your hand
and
they withered instantly like grass.
You
remembered your covenant
With the
one who was blamesless in his generation (Noah)
And as
a reward You made him a remanant forever.
You
made a permanent covenant of the rainbow for his sake
And in
Your love for his fragrant offering You blessed his children.
Suddenly,
from Ur Kasdim
The
Father of multitudes
Shined
forth like a star
to
illuminate in the darkness.
You
deferred Your anger
When
you surveyed his deeds.
And when
he was old
You
looked into his heart.
(אתה כוננת, “You Established” Poem for Yom Kippur Avodah service, 7th Century,
translation Swartz and
Yahalom edition, pg 70)
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אַתָּה כּוֹנַנְתָּ
עוֹלָם מֵרֹאשׁ
יָסַדְתָּ תֵבֵל וּבְרִיּוֹת יָצַרְתָּ
בְּשׁוּרְךָ עוֹלָם תֹּהוּ וָבֹהוּ
גֵּרַשְׁתָּ אֹפֶל וְהִצַּבְתָּ נֹגַהּ
גֹּלֶם תַּבְנִיתְךָ מִן הָאֲדָמָה יָצַרְתָּ
וְעַל עֵץ הַדַּעַת אוֹתוֹ הִפְקַדְתָּ
דְּבָרְךָ זָנַח וְנִזְנַח מֵעֵדֶן
וְלֹא כִלִּיתוֹ לְמַעַן יְגִיעַ כַּפֶּיךָ
הִגְדַּלְתָּ פִרְיוֹ וּבֵרַכְתָּ זַרְעוֹ
וְהִפְרִיתָם בְּטוּבְךָ וְהוֹשַׁבְתָּם שָׁקֶט
וַיִּפְרְקוּ עֹל וַיֹּאמְרוּ לָאֵל סוּר מִמֶּנּוּ
וַהֲסִירוֹתָ יָד כְּרֶגַע כֶּחָצִיר אֻמְלָלוּ
זָכַרְתָּ בְרִית לְתָמִים בְּדוֹרוֹ
וּבִזְכוּתוֹ שַׂמְתָּ לְעוֹלָם שְׁאֵרִית
חֹק בְּרִית קֶשֶׁת לְמַעֲנוֹ כָרַתָּ
וּבְאַהֲבַת נִיחֹחוֹ בָּנָיו בֵּרַכְתָּ
טָעוּ בְעָשְׁרָם וּבָנוּ מִגְדָּל
וַיֹּאמְרוּ נַבְקִיעַ הָרָקִיעַ לְהִלָּחֶם בּוֹ
יָחִיד אַב הֲמוֹן פִּתְאֹם כְּכוֹכָב
זָרַח מֵאוּר כַּשְׂדִּים לְהָאִיר בַּחשֶׁךְ
כַּעַסְךָ הֵפַרְתָּ בְּשׁוּרְךָ פָעֳלוֹ
וּלְעֵת שֵׂבָתוֹ לְבָבוֹ חָקַרְתָּ
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